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[02 Dec 2009|10:11am] my heart feels sooooo fucking heavy okay

[01 Dec 2009|12:08pm] (440): dude we were making out and she kept singing the americas next top model song. you wanna be on top? okay

[29 Nov 2009|11:48pm] HOW DO PEOPLE GET OVER THEIR EXES? I STILL WANT TO DO IT WITH EVERYONE I'VE EVER DATED 1 okay, okayokay

[28 Nov 2009|02:02pm] girl on girl porn made for men is seriously the funniest shit ever okay

[26 Nov 2009|02:41am] pretty sure i have some early symptoms of multiple sclerosis okay

[25 Nov 2009|12:23am] slutty=fun okay

[18 Nov 2009|11:04pm] EWWW I WANT TODAY TO END okay

[18 Nov 2009|06:50pm] today was a DISASTER but things ended well somehow? this relationship is going to be the most exhausting learning experience i really just wanted something simple for once. instead i met my fucking match. she uses all the lines i use, follows all my scripts of self-sabotage. gives me all the warnings i thought i invented. i always wondered what it would be like to have to date someone like me, and now i'm finding out. but as a result of knowing each other's games we're gonna be brutally honest with each other. i dig it. i realize this probably doesn't make much sense to anyone reading. i'm really interested in where this will go. okay

[17 Nov 2009|04:24pm] new york city is the land of bags. people will try to give you a bag with every purchase, no matter what you're buying. if you buy a bag they will put it in a bag. people seem genuinely surprised when you don't want one. sometimes offended. my neck is swollen from being bitten so much. it looks like someone attacked me. so worth it. it's my day off and i'm not really sure what to do with myself. i know i should start looking for another job but the thought of it feels overwhelmingly awful. same feeling i get when i think of applying to grad schools. i'm afraid i'll never go back. maybe i need a nap okay

[14 Nov 2009|12:23pm] "By insisting on understanding and experiencing gender and sex acts of interpretation, queers make evident the need and the possibility to disentangle bodies and acts from preassigned meanings, creating pleasure and meaning anew from the recycled scraps of dominant culture." okay

[07 Nov 2009|11:26pm] i feel like crying 11 gallons of tears okay

[01 Nov 2009|12:48am] i met someone. okay

[31 Oct 2009|10:30am] i drank too much last night and i feel like SHIT right now. going to parties here makes me miserable. i don't think i'll be able to stay in this city for more than a year. happy halloween okay

[29 Oct 2009|12:12pm] i'm gonna be lightning for halloweenie okay

[28 Oct 2009|01:17pm] freshman hipsters are seriously hilarious looking--like babies playing dress up! i guess i was totally fashionable when i was 18, too, but from this perspective they look SOOO young and it looks super funny. also they have like a billion tattoos and piercings already! so weird. maybe it's also because when i was 18 i was in the same class as 20 year olds? okay

[26 Oct 2009|11:41am] i had a month of no piercing problems and then yesterday i woke up to a fucking infected nose. it looks HORRIBLE right now. i dont even want to leave the house, it's so embarrassing. :'( :'( 1 okay, okayokay

[25 Oct 2009|09:03pm] i think it might be time to accept the fact that i am going to be dateless and sexless for a long, long time. okay

[20 Oct 2009|01:22am] i spanked a hasidic jew yesterday 2 okay, okaysokay

[18 Oct 2009|12:32am] domming tomorrow morning. peepee in my pants okay

[17 Oct 2009|01:33am] a hot girl gave me her number tonight and invited me to a show tomorrow. thank god. i'm drunk and eating peanut butter out of the jar okay

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